I am writing this as a form of documentation of my progress. This will refer to my active career and my future role model of myself as a human being.
First off, I am not writing for an audience nor am I expecting anyone to read this. So if you are reading this please dont.
Ok. Now as to the motivation of why I doing this, since I like to define what I am doing before actually initiating. I feel lost. I am going to be 27 years old in 36 days. Today is Friday, considered holy in my culture and religion, very symbolic to this transition. Also, I like that I got inspired to do this in this exact date, time and moment and I will say so later. Going back to my age; I feel like I am transitioning to a new person, a new life even. I mean how many times do you get to be 27 years old, right? But that could be said of any year, so why this year in specific? Well, in 2 months (or 3 months for my current role) I would have completed my first year working. This comes after I have completed the military service of a year, which I already entered delayed by 6 months, but all good it passed and I don’t want to remember those days. That was the old me. The current me was during this year of work. For my transitioning me, that is what’s to be defined in here. One of the main objectives is to set myself to a higher standard than I currently hold myself at. This comes from discipline, hard work and most importantly, consistency. No more slacking off. No more binge watching(short videos/anime/movies/tv-series). No more PRON!
From now on, I will be practicing abstinence from sexual material, as well as unholy thoughts. I will start reading and practicing my religion more. I will set boundaries with certain people regarding what I can say and cannot say. I can joke, but can’t become too comfortable saying stuff that I will regret later.
